You don’t have to face this pain alone.

If you’ve ever discovered that your husband struggles with pornography, you know the mix of emotions that come with it—shock, heartbreak, shame, anger. You may have asked yourself, Am I not enough? How do I move forward? Does anyone understand what I’m going through?

Friend, I’ve been there.

I’m Jody Allen—author, speaker, and women’s ministry leader. My own marriage was shaken by pornography, and for years I carried the weight of that heartache in silence. I know what it’s like to sit in the pew on Sunday morning, smiling on the outside but crumbling on the inside.

But I also know this: God meets us in the middle of our brokenness. He offers courage when we feel weakest, and He can bring healing even when the story doesn’t look like we thought it would.

That’s why I wrote Hidden Heartache: Finding Courage When Your Husband Struggles with Pornography. It’s not just my story—it’s a lifeline for any woman walking this painful path, a reminder that you are not alone, and that your worth isn’t defined by your husband’s choices.

Here, whether through my book, resources, or speaking, you’ll find:

• Real encouragement from someone who gets it

• Practical tools for taking the next step forward

• Biblical truth that anchors you in hope when everything feels uncertain

If you’re ready to trade isolation for courage and hopelessness for healing, I’d love to walk with you. Inside the first four chapters of Hidden Heartache, you’ll find encouragement, honesty, and hope for the road ahead. And I’d love to send them to you as a free gift.

Your heartache may be hidden, but you don’t have to hide.